We are publishing an interesting document written by Nicola Gai, also
published in the latest issue of Terra Selvaggia in July 2013.

The text raises many issues (imposed and self-imposed obstacles to
anarchist action, the urgent need to strike the enemy, relations between
comrades in struggles and at meetings, etc), which we hope will be
addressed as soon as possible, so as to find new and more effective
practical ways in the destructive attack on dominion.

It is now an established fact that we live in a world of shit where the
State and capital, basically undisturbed, impose all sorts of
monstrosities on us. It is also certain that only a tiny minority of the
population is trying to oppose the suppression of spaces of autonomy and
freedom that make life worth living, in a more or less conscious way. As a
part of this tiny minority, we anarchists are aware of the urgent need to
destroy what oppresses us: why are we not more determined and acute?

Without doubt one of the greatest and most serious obstacles to action is
the fear of really putting our lives at stake. This is a crucial point of
the revolutionary struggle, which is often not sufficiently addressed
because it forces us to come to terms with ourselves and our weaknesses.
We praise so-called easily reproducible ‘small actions’, which certainly
don’t frighten the ‘people’; and even if we are aware of the urgency and
necessity of destructive attack on the authoritarian-technological system
we are reluctant to get involved to the end, to consider ourselves at war
and act consequently.

Certainly it is much easier to find oneself along with hundreds/thousands
of people defending a territory threatened by some eco-monstrosity than to
find oneself on one’s own waiting for the planner [of the monstrosity]
outside his house. I’m not talking about bravery. Everyone is afraid and
implements his/her strategies in order to control and manage this. Even
those who take part in so-called ‘social struggle’ risk ending up in
prison or being wounded (there are hundred examples of this). I don’t
think this is the distinction; it is something more complex, i.e. the
determination to engage in struggle practices that don’t foresee any
possibility of negotiation with power, and express total refusal of the
existent.

We take part in meetings where we deceive ourselves by thinking we are
contributing to making decisions, even if we usually adapt ourselves to
what comrades with more charisma have suggested. Inevitably compromise is
always downwards if we say we all have to grow up together (every time)
without scaring anyone. We deceive ourselves into thinking we are
contributing to some collective project, while it is often not our own.
The fact that we find ourselves ‘among the people’ gives us the illusion
we really are working for imminent insurrection. We can share our
responsibilities with others and hope we won’t be alone when things take a
bad turn. We don’t realize how much of our individual freedom we are
losing, on the contrary we feel reassured by the limits imposed by
meetings where we can hide our indecision behind the risk that our
impatience could undermine the common project.

But it is only when we decide to put our lives totally at stake, when
individually or with our comrades in affinity, we strike power right where
we can do more harm, only then do we have total control of our lives and
are able to say with joy and serenity that we are making our revolution.
By realizing a perspective of direct attack we are freeing ourselves from
the obstruction of defensive struggles and opening infinite possibilities
of action and freedom. I’m not making a mere aesthetic exaltation of
individual action, I’m aware that insurrection is a collective event which
will break out when the oppressed rise up in arms, but I’m making a point
about the method to contribute to provoke it [insurrection]. Life is short
and the work of demolition is too great and necessary to wait for
everybody to be ready. On the contrary I’m convinced that only by fanning
the flames with the example of action can we make that moment come closer.

I think another obstacle to anarchists’ possibilities of attack is the way
many comrades approach so-called ‘social struggles’. In my opinion we
often start from a wrong consideration: we feel different from the people
and this leads us to seeing the social sphere as something inn which we
have to work and approach with caution in order not to create fear, slowly
bringing it to more advanced positions so that, once it is ready, we can
all be together on the barricades of insurrection.

I’m convinced that anarchists are part of the social sphere and have to
relate with the ‘others’ without all those ‘paternalistic’ attitudes which
inevitably lead to politics. Anarchists must strike and attack with all
their power, and others who have similar tensions will follow the example
of our actions. We’ll find new accomplices and finally, when all the other
exploited decide to rise up, insurrection will break out. It is us who
have to dictate deadlines and times for struggle. The more we are sharp
and able to strike in the right places the more we create possibilities
for practices of direct attack to spread. This doesn’t mean that we don’t
have to take part in struggles that arise spontaneously, but we have to do
it with our methods: sabotage and direct action.

If in a certain place people take to the streets to oppose something
harmful it is not necessary for us to get to know these people one by one,
that we cook polenta [typical northern Italy dish] with them and try to
make the barricade they have erected advance a few centimetres. This won’t
bring the insurrectional perspective any closer, on the contrary it will
weaken our strength. We have to strike the company responsible for the
construction of the toxicity, those who plan it, those who finance it: we
have to make it clear that anyone can take their lives in their hands and
destroy what destroys them. We have to clash with the police, not only
when they try to disperse the demo in question; we have to provoke and
attack them, let people see that it is possible, that they can/must strike
first those who oppress them. Some might say that my way of seeing things
and understanding action can harbour the germs of authoritarianism and
vanguardism.

On the contrary I believe that my way contains the antidote to the two
evils that plague revolutionary action. One doesn’t disguise one’s
desires, one says clearly who one is and what one wants, and above all in
an equal relationship with others one demonstrates that anyone can
concretely oppose the status quo by arming their passions.

In my opinion politics lies exactly in the way one limits oneself in order
to keep pace with all the others, in the way one puts some discourses
aside in order not to ‘frighten’ people who are not ready to understand
them. It must be clear that anarchists look for accomplices with whom to
rise up and not public opinion in favour of vague speeches on freedom and
self-management.

Another critique often addressed in a more or less intelligent or veiled
way to those who practice attack on the State and capital is the risk of
getting stuck in a vortex of action/repression with the apparatuses of
power, without advancing on the road of insurrection. Of course it cannot
be denied that the more we represent a danger for power the more the
latter will harass and repress us. But unfortunately this is natural, and
this concatenation of cause and effect will stop only when the spreading
of attacks provokes an insurrectional rupture. To think that revolution
will only be the fruit of the awareness of the exploited, after decades of
‘training’ in the gymnasiums of intermediate struggles, led by a minority
of enlightened ones who hold their hands [of the exploited] and take a
step a little ahead of them by continuously putting off the moment of
armed conflict is pure illusion.

This tactic is a looser twice over: first because by renouncing direct
action we renounce living our lives fully and making our revolution here
and now; and secondly because it suggests that the State will give the
oppressed time to become aware of their condition, to know each other,
organize themselves and maybe rise up, before crushing them. A simple
example could be that of the Free Republic of the Maddalena: swept away
before anyone could deceive themselves and think they represented a real
danger for the State authority.

Moreover the State has a very efficient weapon, perhaps more powerful than
military force: recuperation. For example, when the housing problem
becomes urgent and struggles and squatting multiply, when evictions don’t
sort the problem out, power can play the card of legalization. Once they
have a roof over their heads, what will the exploited with whom we have
struggled side by side do? Perhaps they will demand more and continue to
rebel, but it is more likely that they will be happy, while we will be
compelled to dive headlong into the next struggle hoping we’ll be luckier
this time… Only when our action doesn’t contemplate possibilities for
negotiation, when our struggle aims at the destruction of what oppresses
us, will the State not be able to trick us with recuperation: either it
has the strength to crush us or it must succumb. If we have the ability to
try and spread the practice of attack and direct action, if we are able to
throw petrol on the fire of social tensions, by exacerbating them and
trying to prevent them from recomposing themselves, perhaps we will really
be able to set the prairie on fire.

Before I conclude I would like to dwell on another aspect that seems to be
an obstacle to our action: the analysis of the effects and transformations
of dominion. Far too often it seems that this analysis is useless and
doesn’t give us the ability to affect reality; on the contrary it feeds
fear and sense of impotence in the face of the magnitude of the challenge
and the monstrosity of the harmfulness to be opposed. The more we analyze
the authoritarian and deleterious aspects of technology and denounce the
authoritarian projects of power, the less we sharpen our weapons. With
more or less developed research on the latest breakthrough of control we
terrorize those who would like to act. I’m not saying that we don’t need
analyses but that they don’t have to become an end in themselves,
exercises of intellectual skill detached from direct action. What’s the
use of publishing endless lists of companies responsible for the
destruction of nature if nobody attacks them? Already the magnitude and
awfulness of the State and economic apparatuses themselves often make us
doubt our chances to strike them effectively. Eco-disasters such as the
sea of petrol in the Gulf of Mexico or Fukushima seem to suggest that it
is not possible to stop the war that industrial society is waging on man
and nature.

In spite of everything we are not helpless. Bare instruments of analysis,
direct action and the determination of the few can demonstrate that we are
not all resigned to accept passively and at the same time they show to the
other exploited that it is still possible to fight back. For example, the
action of the comrades of the Olga Nucleus of the FAI/FRI tells us that it
is possible to express solidarity with those who suffer nuclear
catastrophe, even on the other side of the word, and strike the nuclear
power industry effectively.

I hope my consideration will serve to start off a debate among comrades,
with the aim of highlighting and eliminating anything that limits our
anarchist action. Courage and strength to the comrades who practice
anonymous action, courage and strength to those who give a name to their
anger, courage and strength to those who give birth to the FAI/FRI with
their actions: there is an entire world to be demolished.

Nicola Gai

Nicola is an anarchist prisoner accused of the wounding of nuclear power
manager Roberto Adinolfi.

To write to him:

Nicola Gai
C.C. Via Arginone 327
44122 Ferrara
Italy